it has truly been forever. so, i quit byu and moved to albuquerque, nm. i live in a tiny baby house and i work long hours at a restaurant. i have 2 baby kittens that are my life. i am trying to figure out who i am, and its a struggle. i am happier than i was at byu, but i still dont feel 100 percent complete. also i miss my friends. and i know a lot of people are upset with me or confused. i am just trying to make myself happy.